I eventually want this tattooed on my, probably my back or side, and the girl will have black or dark brown hair to represent me instead. But thinking of this, and all of the twisted artwork that I absolutely adore really makes me fall more and more in love with Dan. He truely accepts me for me, my entire being, not my looks, he loves everything about me…and I have never ever had that before. We talk about getting married, and it sends me heart racing when we do, but I want it, I dont care about anything else in this world, all I know is that I need him by my side through it all. I hope we can start a life together soon but there’s no pressure, whenever he feels in his heart that he’s ready I’ll be there <3 If he gave me a ring tomorrow I would say yes without hesitation. He is my heart. He is my past, my present, and my future. Even before we were together I always wished he would have given me a chance but I was too afraid to say anything because he was always in a relationship, I spent countless nights crying in my room because I felt that I would never be good enough for him, and still when i lay with him i cant help but to ask myself if I really am good enough…do I really deserve someone so genuine and so honest and sweet and handsome?? I’m not religious in any way but I have been blessed. He makes my days brighter and my life so much easier to deal with, especially with all of the shit that gets thrown my way. I just want to make him the happiest man ever, I want to be the best girlfriend, the best fiance (when the time comes), and then the best wife. I want to dedicate my life to him and give him the entire worl because he really does deserve it. Even writing this a few tears rolled down my cheeks because I still dont know how I ever got this lucky….if you’re reading this babe I love you…<3 forever and for always you will be my lover, my confidant and my best friend.

I eventually want this tattooed on my, probably my back or side, and the girl will have black or dark brown hair to represent me instead. But thinking of this, and all of the twisted artwork that I absolutely adore really makes me fall more and more in love with Dan. He truely accepts me for me, my entire being, not my looks, he loves everything about me…and I have never ever had that before. We talk about getting married, and it sends me heart racing when we do, but I want it, I dont care about anything else in this world, all I know is that I need him by my side through it all. I hope we can start a life together soon but there’s no pressure, whenever he feels in his heart that he’s ready I’ll be there <3 If he gave me a ring tomorrow I would say yes without hesitation. He is my heart. He is my past, my present, and my future. Even before we were together I always wished he would have given me a chance but I was too afraid to say anything because he was always in a relationship, I spent countless nights crying in my room because I felt that I would never be good enough for him, and still when i lay with him i cant help but to ask myself if I really am good enough…do I really deserve someone so genuine and so honest and sweet and handsome?? I’m not religious in any way but I have been blessed. He makes my days brighter and my life so much easier to deal with, especially with all of the shit that gets thrown my way. I just want to make him the happiest man ever, I want to be the best girlfriend, the best fiance (when the time comes), and then the best wife. I want to dedicate my life to him and give him the entire worl because he really does deserve it. Even writing this a few tears rolled down my cheeks because I still dont know how I ever got this lucky….if you’re reading this babe I love you…<3 forever and for always you will be my lover, my confidant and my best friend.